A Voice Mail For Anonymous

When the moon hold stars' hands and walk together to shine the dark of the night, I pick up my cellphone, dial your number, hear the answering machine commanded me to leave a voice mail for you and start to talk :

Hi there....

I don't understand, why I always hurt the feeling of the people who loved me

It's always hard to say no, but it's the fact, and I can not fake it

I just want to be honest with myself

I just want to be honest with what I feel

I just want to be honest with the people I love

I can not say yes, if no is the answer

I can not say yes, if no is what I have

I can not say yes, if no is no

I know they are crying in their smile

I know they are hurt in their laugh 

I know they are upset in their joy

They hate me

They mad of me

They choose to go away from me

Do they know that every time I remember their names, I feel sad?

Do they know that every time I hear their voices, I feel guilty?

Do they know that every time I see their pictures, I cry?

I hope you understand

Thanks for listening