Erase It or Not?

Laying on my bed. Trying to erase those memories. Memories of sorrow and pain. But I can't remove them, cause if so, the happy memories will erased too.

Have no idea how to solve this kind of problem. Cry out loud? He thought me not to. Laugh? Can make me feel better if I do it, but still can not help if I'm all alone.

Feel like want to hug someone, but nobody's around.

Where are you? I need you, now.


September 7, 2009